feel lk cryin. stopped myself fr doin so. wen i m watchin da clip abt nicholas.. wen watchin grey's anatomy wen da bomb troop was bombed into pieces or shld i sae ashes? wen my sis is so irritatin... wen i juz feel so helpless...

started a new set of revision.. as in doin it a totally different way.. changin my revision schedule now n den.. tryin to save myself @ da same time... studyin in sch tmr i itnk.. or goin to amk lib to study.. i dunno... muz c how first.. -.- mayb i dun even haf da mood to study...

n im nt happy i gt into honourable roll.. wateva u call it... juz nt as happy as i thot i will b.. everytime wen i m nt in da h/r.. i alwaes tell myself.. work harder... nxt time i will b dere.. now i m dere.. i act felt.. practicallly nth.. kinda i dun deserve it... AADDB3 [nt sure abt gp]... diz kinda result still can b in h/r.. -.-

i wan go out.. n kel sae she wan go out! c how it goes lahx.. tings alwaes go haywire...

i dun care she's superficial or nt.. she's juz so loving... wateva.

kinda tired. mayb i shld try n c if i m sufferrin fr insomia.. dun tink so.. bt den i dun wan to slp.. i hate dat... -.-

watchi nmovie tmr? i dunno... lalala.

my dad is gettin on my nerves... cant he juz eat da dinner?! he gt angry.. den went out to eat dinner! how much food we wasted? damn.. i shld haf reply dat so i gt my mac n he gt nth.. dat's wat he wan wat.. so he can go out n haf his dinner.. argh.. pissed...

i miss.. ah lian.. mad.. eunice.. po4.. co pple.. really do miss dem.. n da moments 2gether.. bt i m movin on.. i nid to.. dey all moved on.. u go ask dem wat's da last time dey thot of mi? haix... bt i iwll move on n enjoy my life now xpecially w diz grp of frenz i luv... it's happy to haf dem in ur class.. relaly thxful for it...

oh yarhx.. back to grey's anatomy.. i noe dat guy is goin to die.. yet wen he died.. i m so sad.. juz so so so so os oso sad... he's kinda charmin.. to mi.. i lk his eyes.. lolx... bt den.. haix.. i guess dat's pple.. noe it will b lk dat.. yet refused to believe it.. diz is part n parcel of life i guess... -.-

grow up.

movin on.. leavin u bhind.. sry.

b happy. =) luv urself.